The first word is invariably the most challenging. College term papers, answers to essay questions, letters to enemies, mission statements, the list goes on and on. Where do I begin? What am I try to tell you? Can I be authentic?
TIMES THEY ARE A – CHANGIN’
My dear friend, Cyndi Lee, has written several books. My favorite to date is May I Be Happy, a Memoir of Love, Yoga, and Changing My Mind.
I know Cyndi fairly well. We go back some 13 years. I took my first 200 hour yoga teacher certification from her in 2001. She came to Memphis for a workshop. Thirty people attended. I was teaching in the rehearsal hall of a black box theater. It had one corrugated tin wall. one wall lined with mirrors top to bottom and two concrete block walls. While we practiced yoga upstairs, other rehearsed on the stage below. The technical people, stage managers, lighting technicians and the like, walk through our little studio to get into the sound booth.
Cyndi said, “You need to open a studio. If you do, I will come to Memphis (She was living in New York where she operated OM Yoga) and do a teacher training program here. I did open a studio, Midtown Yoga, and she did do a teacher certification program there. Twenty seven people attended.
I sold my studio in January, 2013. The one year anniversary of the transfer ominously looms its bedraggled head. At this time last year, I was a basket case. The sale of the business had not gone according to my plans. I was hurt, angry, and disappointed. I felt disenfranchised, betrayed, and I wanted revenge, which, thank God, I never enacted. Today, I am at peace, grateful for my friend who now owns and operates Midtown Yoga. She has completely and tastefully remodeled the space. It is clean and elegant. She instituted a computer check in system, Mind Body Online, which I admit, I railed against, but which now seems to be running quite well. In addition, she has rented another studio down the street where Midtown Yoga teachers can do small workshop classes, teach private lessons, and where, in 2014, I will be teaching 30 hours of the 200 hour yoga teacher certification program that has been offered at the studio for the past 13 years.
Come gather ’round people
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You’ll be drenched to the bone.
If your time to you
Is worth savin’
Then you better start swimmin’
Or you’ll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin’.
Come writers and critics
Who prophesize with your pen
And keep your eyes wide
The chance won’t come again
And don’t speak too soon
For the wheel’s still in spin
And there’s no tellin’ who
That it’s namin’.
For the loser now
Will be later to win
For the times they are a-changin’.
Please get out of the new one
If you can’t lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin’.
The line it is drawn
The curse it is cast
The slow one now
Will later be fast
As the present now
Will later be past
The order is
Rapidly fadin’.
And the first one now
Will later be last
For the times they are a-changin’.
Out with the old. In with the new. Now I teach two public classes a week at the same studio. I have many private clients with whom I meet weekly, bi-weekly and more. I started a new business, Being and Becoming.
Are you interested in learning to meditate or take your meditation to a deeper level? Do you want to delve deeper into the philosophy of yoga, but you do not know where to begin? Are you sensing that your life could be fuller and more rewarding, but you are not sure what is lacking or what obstacles obstruct your path to wholeness?
These questions and many more are the reasons I started Being & Becoming, a whole life counseling service. Through one on one counseling, asana practice, meditation, mantra, and pranayama, I work with students/clients to unleash their greatest potential.
Yoga is more than asana, the physical poses. It is a life time practice of being that which we have always been and always will be, and becoming that which is the manifestation of our deepest dreams and desires. Yoga has the potential to enrich and expand our lives on all levels.
Public classes give you a taste of what is possible, but there is so much more to learn. Those of you who cannot do the physical practice of yoga can benefit from all the other things yoga has to offer. Please be assured that there is absolutely nothing that can permanently prevent you from becoming the fullest manifestation of your true self.
But writing is my life. I write to live. I write to understand. I write to connect to myself and to the world. I write to fill the void. I write to follow the endless question: What is the meaning of life? What is my purpose? Is there such as thing as destiny? Why do I suffer from anxiety and depression? why does Jimmy have Migraines? Did my father intentionally abuse us or was he the victim of an even greater evil? Is my mother in heaven? Does heaven exit? Is there reincarnation and if so, why? What do I believe about the great prophets, Jesus, Buddha, and Mohammad? What is alcoholism? I write to find my voice. I am writing into the light.
I write to learn how to speak with the authenticity and clarity of my friend, Cyndi Lee. She is an inpsiration.