“Let the mind flow freely without dwelling on anything.” ~Diamond Sutra (Posted today by Roshi Joan Halifax)
I am going to use this as a mantra today. “Let the mind flow freely without dwelling on anything.” Look at the word dwelling. Oddly enough the word dwelling alone is defined only as a residence, a place to stay, where the verb dwell takes on a much broader meaning:
1. to live or stay as a permanent resident; reside.
2. to exist or continue in a given condition or state.
3. (of a moving tool or machine part) to be motionless for a certain interval during operation.
4. dwell on or upon, to think, speak, or write about at length or with persistence; linger over.
I like to keep things simple so how about dwelling =”staying put?” If I dwell on something I persist: To hold firmly and steadfastly to a purpose, state, or undertaking despite obstacles, warnings, or setbacks. Not a horrible thing to do when applied with awareness, but at what point do we let go? How does one recognize that point?
The Diamond Sutra suggests we should never dwell. Swami Rama said, “You should not have a house unless you are willing to burn it down.” Life constantly confronts us with the dilemma of attachment versus detachment, holding on and letting go, doing and being, fear and trust, hope and emptiness.
To exist in a state of moksha, freedom, is liberation from attachment. It does not however mean giving up, stopping all activity, or living as a renunciate. it suggests that we not dwell on anything that clouds our perception and engagement in this present moment. Gandhi said “Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes.” We will err. How long we will dwell on the mistakes? That is the question.
Both yoga and Buddhism teach us to start where we are. Begin again and again. Like a child who learns to walk by falling, we learn to live by our mistakes. What works and what does not? Overtime we accumulate knowledge and experience which enlightens our choices and our actions. However, The Diamond Sutra reminds us that even our knowledge and perhaps especially the evidence we accumulate, can hold us back, distort our vision and prevent us from living fully in the moment.
Begin again. Start now wherever you are. For the moment practice allowing the mind to flow freely. Be willing today to relearn what it is that you do. As you notice your mind wandering off looking for a dwelling spot, start again. Come back to your breath, back to what is in front of you, the sky above, the room you are in, the person you are with. If necessary begin again and again. Notice the freshness of your touch. Come back not to what you think you must have to survive, but to what you have now. Be willing to unlearn the preconceived. As I said in a post earlier this week. Everything we know expires including us. Consider that “all conditioned existence, without exception, is in a state of flux.” Thus we have impermanence. Dwell on nothing for truly we have nothing ton which to dwell.
All composed things are like a dream,
a phantom, a drop of dew, a flash of lightning.
That is how to meditate on them,
that is how to observe them.[18]Also from The Diamond Sutra