i played outside in
the mud, climbing trees. i went to
school, for a time, lost myself
in love, work, in the
past becoming the future
found love I lost and
then to last and for a time,
was happy as wife, lover,
mother, teacher, friend.
for a time, as grandmother,
each Monday i gave
to Amelia, who now three,
will go to school full
time for a time before she
too will seek to make
her past the future for a time.